The bonfire scene somehow reminds me of Jack Nicholson’s speech about freedom and society in Easy Rider, the kind of sorrow, frustration and reminiscence of old days, only Kurt’s feelings are more personal. Love how the forest looks in 16mm.
It is just a job but this job is my life. Choose life or fuck it, I really don’t know. I am nobody but I am the world. I am empty but my glass is full. I love being around but still feel lonely. I am being loved but I don’t belong to anyone. This is real and also rather surreal.